In the past week and days I have been overwhelmed by friends and family who have responded to my last blog. Whether it be a phone calls, emails, or comments everyone has felt the need to contact my wife because they just wanted to make sure I am doing OK. First, thanks everyone who has talked to me or just encouraged me in the past few weeks, it's a huge blessing. Secondly, I feel the need to be clear with those of you who read my blog and either know me or don't know me.
As a Christian, I am called to trust the Lord in any circumstance. For now, the circumstance that I am needing to trust the Lord in is my job. I have been without full-time work for a few months now and it's starting to wear on me a bit. But please understand that though sometimes I write (blogs) because I feel the need to share what's on my mind, it doesn't mean that I am not trusting my Savior for my strength. I guess you can say that I am a pessimist. I don't always see the the greener grass on the other side of the hill. Thankfully, I married someone who is the biggest optimist I think I've ever met. My wife sees the best in circumstances and people, and I believe that the Lord has designed us with such a balance for a reason. God knew that I would probably be down all the time if I didn't have an encouraging and loving wife. So for that, I am blessed.
At the end of the day, I am still learning. I'm still learning how to trust the Lord for everything in my life, especially my job. My conclusion is that we are always in a state of learning. No graduation from any schooling is the end of learning by any means. As one of my professors said at college ".. I know you are probably going to learn more in those dorms than you will in any of these classrooms for the time you are here at college.." I agree. And now that has translated into my life outside of traditional schooling. I am continuing to learn more about how I am to live this life each and every day.
Thanks again to everyone who has encouraged both Bethany and I. We would encourage you to continue to pray that the Lord will grow us to be more like Himself. That we would trust him in all circumstances. And that, maybe, just maybe... I would be able to find a job soon... in His timing.
It's not everyday you get to attend a black tie affair, but fortunately (or unfortunately) for me I did.
This past Friday I assisted a photographer at very expensive event at the Ritz Carlton Pasadena. We were going around snapping candid photos of people and things, but really I was simply taken away by the amount of money that was blown in one night. I have probably told 15 people about this in person because I am still confused about it all. When I actually got to the event in my sweet '98 Jetta, they promptly valet parked that baby in with the Mercedes, BMW's, and even Bentley's. Of course my little Jetta stood out quite nice with her "shaycam.com" sticker on the back. So this event was the 75th anniversary for a very expensive, private high school in Pasadena. During it they held a live auction and I thought I was going to flip. Let me explain. One of the auction items was a parking space for the 07-08 school year for one of the students. So whoever won that item would be able to give that parking space to their child or grandchild for the next school year. You wanna guess how much that went for? $20,000. That's right, that's 3 zero's after the number 20. That's a lot of zero's. In fact, I'd really rather not talk about this right now, I think I'm feeling sick. Seriously though, I saw a puppy go for $9000 and a diamond broach went for like $18,000. Maybe I'm not supposed to be telling anyone about all this, but there was 950 people at this event and every one of them was wearing clothes that were more expensive than my car. The chances of any of them reading shaycam.com are not likely. I have a better chance of the parking attendant reading this (by the way.. I tipped that guy a sweet $3 for taking care of my Jetta).
Nevermind all that. It's one of those things you just have to shake your head at. All in all I think the night was fine... well except the part where old, white people were dancing. I could've really done without that image in my mind the rest of my life.